I put the pen to paper but don't know what to write.
I should be working but your face just fills my head.
I love you.
Up until this point I loved you like a child.
A love so scared and suspicious. A love that made me cry in your absence, for fear that I was alone and you would never return.
But true love comes with trust. Love that lasts comes with no fear. It is time I stopped being afraid.
Everyone leaves eventually. We cannot fear the inevitable.
I will one day die. One day I will leave. Forever. One day so will you.
I will not fear that day. Instead I will embrace the inevitable and let go of fear.
I love you. I always will. And now I love as an adult.
I trust you. I trust that you love me and would tell me if that changed.
You are my other half. and part of me feels missing when you are gone. But I carry on with a smile because I trust you will return.
I am done with fear and suspicion.
I give myself fully to your love.
I give myself fully to you.
Whatever you need.
I love you. No matter what happens that will never change.
I love you
